Zitat von Tamina13 im Beitrag #225

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gesagt, getan @Wf_girl85

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@WF_girl85 @Doro

Fortsetzung Sonntag 20.09.2020 22:31 Uhr

Alex Hi honey
How was your day
It's 1:33pm over here babe
How was your meeting tonight?

Ende 22:33 Uhr

mehr gabs nicht gestern

@Tamina13
Und bei Thorsten und mir gab es gestern Abend noch den ersten Streit!


Update, 07:37:
Alles wieder gut!

Fortsetzung 21.09.2020

08:49 ich Honey, I got up

12:30 ich you must be sleeping 😴 now... I’m very sad 😞

16:21 Alex Hi honey good morning
Love has no reason, nor has it any season. When you love someone, you do it from your heart. When you love someone you do it from your soul. Such is my love for you my dear. I truly loved you yesterday. I love you more today. And I shall love you tomorrow and till the end of time. You are the only reason why I feel so blessed in life. You are my strength and my determination. I am really proud of you and lucky to have you. I love you so much.

Zitat

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(gegoogelt und gefunden: m.wishafriend.com › love Short Love Letters - Wishafriend.com)

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ich Hi early bird

Alex How are you doing today honey?

ich Good morning to you. i’m ok, how are you? did you have a good night rest?

Alex Yes, and a long one. Did you get your med refill today?

ich not yet. probably tomorrow . you should be sad, like me 😔

Alex I'm sorry I wasn't there for you yesterday. How did it go?

ich you weren’t there LAST NIGHT

Alex Yeah I totally shutdown last night

ich that night was supposed to be our FIRST NIGHT TOGETHER... you’ve promised me. great 🥵.

Alex Like too many built up stress and just like a mental breakdown. Felt so weak went to bed before 10pm and woke up just now. Honey I love you and having you in my life gives me strength.

ich that’s good. I love you too. I want you here at my side (wie versprochen hätte das unsere erste gemeinsame Nacht sein sollen, hat er wohl „vergessen“)

Alex I get it babe. Me too I want to be in the best mental state without worries when I'm with you.

ich I understand. but i’m not sharing this opinion, it’s sort of selfish in my eyes. i’d take you also in a devastated mental stage. you let me wait and wait and wait. come here, we’ll clear the problem together then.

Alex selfish you say? like Im inconsiderate? (rücksichtslos)

ich .... sort of selfish. I don’t know a better word, sorry. I didn’t mean inconsiderate or reckless.

Alex Honey I will come to you that's a promise babe. I'm also lonely and craving for you. But it's going to be our first meeting and I don't want to ruin my chance with you. I don't want after our first meeting and encounter "maybe" we end up what we have and stop talking to each other (??)

ich Honey that won’t happen. I don’t understand. what are you afraid of?

Alex I'm afraid of the fact that coming to meet you without sorting things out might make me a little moody. Like I wouldn't be the best version of myself. At least you should get the first impression of me and believe me I'm a very lovely person but you can would definitely read my body language and know I'm not totally free with you.

ich so you don’t trust me enough? i am absolutly able to devide current moods from the real person

Alex I trust you. Trusting you was never the problem.

ich and I’m sure I will cuddle and hug you like crazy, no matter if you’ve been 100% sucessful or not yet

Alex Christie is going to provide me the account today. I spoke with her yesterday hopefully all this will be resolved within the week

ich hm

Alex So after my stay in Germany what happens babe? What's the "hm" about?

ich honestly I don’t want to wait for your arrival much longer. if you won’t come, then I will fly to Los Angeles.

Alex If you make the transfer today and it's confirmed. Then I'll be coming to Germany on Wednesday. When do you intend flying?

ich today. lol

Alex LMAO silly girl🤣🤣🤣🤣

ich my impatience became like a mountain

Alex I know how much we both miss each other honey

ich really?

Alex Yes babe

ich tell me, how does this feeling impact you?

Alex Having wet dreams and yearning for your presence in my life babe. So yeah it's also hard for me too honey

ich i’m not only having wet dreams as well, also wet thoughts when awake. that’s so awful.

Alex What do you mean by wet thoughts 🙄?

ich my desire is on a hight level

Alex Were your libido always high like this before me? Even during your previous relationship?

ich no, never, I swear (Lüge)

Alex How possible?

ich it’s you, your vibes . you drive me totally crazy.

Alex Hmmmm that's really crazy..... 😂😂😂😂. I always thought I had no super powers

ich hahaha you’re kidding me, right? just the thought of you makes me horny.

Alex The thought of me makes you wet? Hopefully you don't think about me when you're outside the house 😄

ich i think of you day and night, wherever I am

Alex Yes I agree but not wet thoughts

ich all kinds of thoughts and feelings. did you have another wet dream last night?

Alex Not yesterday i was totally shutdown yesterday (Sonntagsdienstausrede)

ich hm, I’m sorry for that. I was having a nice dream.

Alex Wow babe.... you've got so much energy in you 😲

ich and fantasy!

Alex Are you horny?😄

ich horny ?? lol

2 Anrufe

Alex You've changed my sexual orientation 😋😋😋😋

ich you are gay now?? what a shit! hell NO!! How could THIS happen?

Alex LMAO 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 no. but you made me masturbate

ich WOW cool 😎 I love that

Alex you’re a bad girl.

ich hahaha oh no Daddy don’t say that! Ihow did you like it Honey?

Alex I feel relieved and focused. happy too. and hungry.

ich more hungry??

Alex food. lol. i have not eaten.

ich oooh fooood! who the fuck needs food? boring

Alex lmao 😂 you still want more?? What's your source of energy ma'am?🙄😲

ich more of you

Alex The more you have me the more you crave

ich that’s possible, it’s the nature of love ❤️.
i want some fruit salad please.
Honey, fruit salad? where is my daily bowl?

Alex how hungry are you?

ich hungry enough, could eat a cow. Have not eaten since yesterday evening

Alex Why?

ich I don’t know

Alex Did you go to the vet today

ich this morning

Alex LMAO do you have food at home?

ich not any more

Alex hmmm I thought you went shopping before your friends visited (ja, vor 1 Woche!)

ich yes, 1 week ago. My fridge is almost empty now. we ate it.

Alex Well they didn't spend more than 2 days at your house

ich right, are you kidding? 4 persons ate, and one was a man

Alex Lmao😲😄😄😄😂😂😂😂 So men are capable of consuming a lot

ich After working hard in my garden he was HUNGRY

Alex And he ate 1 week supply 🤔🙄

ich I ordered pizza for dinner now. what will you have?

Alex milk and biscuits.

ich Hm.... so you broke your own aim today

Alex I already did before, this was the second time

ich I'm glad you did

Alex without the wet dreams

ich Wow, you didn't tell me

Alex I told you

ich You told me the dream, But not the masturbation

Alex We've had a phone call sex before

ich Yeah. The next I want to see you. I want to see you masturbating, want to see your face, and of course your hard dick (Farbe?)

Alex Okay bad girl

ich lol. I take it as promise bad guy

Alex Yes it is babe

ich It's so unfair. First you make me horny, then you call me a bad girl. Sadly..

Alex lmao😂😂😂😂. Don't blackmail me😄😄😄. I'm not falling for that😂😂😂😂😂

ich why not?

Alex Because you're not sad

ich right. Im the opposite of sad. lol 😆

Alex I thought as much 😄😄😄

ich You're such a great lover honey, why should I feel sad?
You're carrying me to unknown heights (

Zitat

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Alex I'm helping you rediscover your inner monster 😄😄😄

ich yes Yes you really do.... this newly installed scary thing

Alex is it scary?

ich It's a MONSTER. they’re always scary. and HUNGRY.

Alex But a monster you're happy and pleased to live within you

ich You think so? I'm pleased with a monster? How weird are you??

Alex Not weird, stating the obvious facts. If you weren't pleased with it you would have told me to stop 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣...

ich you’re crazy 😜

Alex That what's crazy people say to normal people 😂😂😂😂😂😂

ich Spanking my ass and calling me bitch, that's crazy 😝

Alex Lol🤣🤣🤣🤣. It's takes two to tangle 😄😄😄😄

ich hahaha It's takes two to Tango 😄😄😄😄

Alex I see you're concurring 😂😂😂😂. I've got to make something to eat babe. i’ll text you later.

ich ok. I have my own view lol

Alex I love you bunches babe.

ich good appetite

Alex When I speak to Christie today I'll send you the account

ich ❤️❤️❤️

Alex 😘😘😘😘😘

Ende 18:46 Uhr

Fortsetzung 22.09.2020

über Nacht habe ich folgende neue Bankverbindung bekommen:

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Zitat von Tamina13 im Beitrag #230

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Fortsetzung 22.09.2020

über Nacht habe ich folgende neue Bankverbindung bekommen:

Kontoinhaberin:

Berliner Volksbank
IBAN: DE97
BIC: BEVODEBB
Banken Deutschland (26)

@Anni60 @killerbiene @Butterfly

die Frau könnte ein Opfer sein. Was soll ich jetzt machen?
Es gibt sicher dutzende Frauen mit diesem Namen.

ich habe Hangouts heute noch nicht geöffnet, die Angaben sind aus der Vorschau meines Handys.

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Zitat von Tamina13 im Beitrag #231

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[quote=Tamina13|p233275]Fortsetzung 22.09.2020



es gibt einige Frauen mit Vornamen Sabine hier im Forum. Wie kann ich herausfinden, ob sie eventuell eine von ihnen ist?

@rogessa @Anni60 @Bastet

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Spiele doch einfach die eifersüchtige Freundin und frage nach, wer sie ist.

Fortsetzung 21.09.2020 22:09 Uhr

Alex Hi honey, what did you eat?

ich 1/2 pizza

Alex How are you feeling?

ich a bit tired, always after having eaten

Alex you still have some weed?

ich yes, a bit

Alex okay, that’s good

ich why?

Alex Helps with the pain

ich that’s true

Alex How is Lucy?

ich it’s difficult to get the right dose. one time it’s too much, next time not enough. i wish i had some tools, like a grinder and a one hitter

Alex so did you take it today?

ich it’s possible and legal to purchase these items here, even buying seeds is legal

Alex Lol I'm not prosecuting you any more 😂😂😂😂

ich lol. I took some today, but it was too much.

Alex When did you take it?

ich i had to lay down and wait til the nausea and dizziness were gone.
at noon, approximately

Alex So that was why your libido was so high 🤔

ich possible, lol. but we had fun, though 😝

Alex Yes we did.... going to help with your appetite

ich lol

Alex How’s Lucy?

ich Lucy is ok thanks. all girls in my house are happy and satisfied, not hungry.

Alex Lol well you have a different type of satisfaction

ich really? 🤔

Alex Definitely

ich half a pizza instead of dry cat food... you’re definitely right

Alex Oh yeah I think so huh😉

ich Huh. babe i shouldn’t have told you....

Alex What?

ich btw another uprising word is „babe“, like a catapult

Alex Lmao😂😂😂😂 Getting all my ambitions ready. Ammunition*

ich yeah build up more superpowers honey pie. do you also react to some words?

Alex Just suck my nipple😄😄😄

ich yeah ammunition is good! i learned to shoot full auto rifles, semi auto rifles and Glock 45er. sucking nipples is one of my easier tasks

Alex Lol which is the hardest

ich full auto. the backfire is strong

Alex When you go full auto what happens?

ich a magazine with 15 rounds is empty in 3 seconds

Alex 😲😲😲😲

ich you have to stand really solid grounded. otherwise you’ll fall backwards. backwards on your ass.

Alex Lol backward on my ass?

ich Yes, the gun is so strong. I learned how to shoot. i can defend myself now. i slept each night with 4 guns lol

Alex Are you preparing for war?😲

ich one is my property. it’s name is Helga. it’s a golden rifle

Alex So why do you sleep with 4 guns?

ich it was not my choice. Thomas is a gun freak

Alex WOW that’s a lot of guns. Was he a military veteran?

ich yes, he was, sort of

Alex Okay. Did you enjoy using the guns?

ich yes, shooting empty cans was fun

Alex you had good target?

ich yes, and i had a good teacher

Alex I see. what about now?

ich what do you mean?

Alex Do you have a gun in Germany?

ich lol, no! but now i have a good student lol.
guns are strictly prohibited in Germany

Alex good student?

ich what bout you? do you have a gun?

Alex no

ich why not?

Alex I have no need for it. Never been involved in a violent situation.

ich lucky you

Alex yes, I think so

ich if i were living in USA, i would have a pistol. a real one, I mean

Alex Lmao😂😂😂😂 What do you mean😉

ich a pistol from Smith&Wesson. or Glock

Alex does it serve same purpose?

ich Yeah, self defense

Alex I see. Hopefully you won't be in a position to defend yourself

ich I checked some weapons out on a shooting range in Nevada.
possessing a nice pistol is a good feeling

Alex I see. That's good. You don't have to walk around with them though

ich why not? you can get in trouble everywhere. i never had problems walking around with a gun in my hands

Alex Hahahaha so you can have a shoot out with a random person?

ich lol, who wants that? traveling around with 3 rifles and one pistol was cool

Alex That's good. Even better when you don't have to use it

ich right. one time Thomas shot a wild rabbit. i could not stop crying

Alex 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 why? (?????)

ich because this animal did nothing wrong. it was completely innocent. he shot and killed it just for fun. these bullets are huge, calliber 45

Alex Oh I thought he was hunting

ich no

Alex So what happened to the rabbit? (?????)

ich the rabbit was dead. I could never kill an animal

Alex But you're not a vegetarian

ich don’t open this discussion please. i’m not vegetarian, but i can’t kill animals

Alex Yeah I get it babe. It’s okay.
So Christie sent me the account details already

ich I want a picture honey . it’s a long time ago you sent me one

Alex I’ll send one tomorrow

ich 😞

Alex What's the face for?

ich 😞 it means sad 😞

Alex sad about what? (wie kann man bloss dauernd so blöde Fragen stellen?)

ich grrrrrr take a selfie and send it now please

Alex Not now. I am not in the mood. I'll send you a selfie tomorrow.

ich ok then. don’t forget it honey

Alex I won’t

ich selfie face plus dick pic

Alex Selfie plus dick? lol 😆

ich of course 2 photos

Alex What do I get in return?

ich what do you want in return?

Alex I don’t know. Reciprocate the kind gesture

ich lol (kann dir leider kein dick pic senden sorry) you’re having enough pictures of me

Alex lol, really?

ich sure

Alex I don't have your pussy pic.... if you're going to have my dick pic I should have your pussy pic

ich right. but i asked first, so send your dick pick first

Alex Yes and you do reciprocate

ich then you can get a pussy pic, prolly lol

Alex Hmm

ich what Hmm?

Alex "Prolly"

ich lol, almost sure

Alex Okay if you say so

ich 😂

Alex why are you laughing?

ich a nice one please, don’t be shy

Alex Is there an ugly dick pic?

ich oh... i thought about the selfie face pic

Alex 😂 😂 😂 lol

ich trapped! got you again!!! 🤣

Alex bad girl

ich thanks honey, well appreciated

Alex You like the name don't you

ich which name?

Alex Huh🙄

ich Huh Yeah

Alex "BAD GIRL"

ich sometimes lol. you’re a bad guy. send me a pic of you as bad guy, i love that face

Alex That’s good to know

ich Honey I’m going to sleep. have a nice day.
love you mountains ❤️❤️❤️

Alex Do have a lovely night rest honey and sweet dreams ❤❤❤❤

ich thanks babe

Alex I love you bunches💋💋💋💋💋
💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋

ich ❤💋❤❤💋❤💋❤💋❤💋❤💣

Alex ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋😋😋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍💋😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍

Alex Bank Name: Berliner Volksbank
Account Name:Sa
BIC:BEVODEBB
that’s the account
Banken Deutschland (26)
Ende: 00:05 Uhr

Fortsetzung 22.09.2020

00:05 Alex Bank Name: Berliner Volksbank
Account Name:
IBAN:DE97
BIC:BEVODEBB
Banken Deutschland (26)
That’s the account.

11:05 Alex Hi Honey Good morning

ich Hi Babe

Alex How was your night honey

ich oh my, short and painful

Alex Why? What happened?

ich i got refills today, but not complete. urgh. the emergency drops are missing, wtf. i called the docs office. they have a new colleague who made mistakes, shit. it seems you’re busy or fallen asleep. text me when you have time. ❤️❤️

Alex So you have to go to the doctors office?

ich yes

Alex So what time are you leaving?

ich At least i got the pills now

Alex It’s not effective?

ich in the afternoon, at about 4 pm. they were missing 4 days, so i replaced them with weeds and the drops. now the drops ran out. i already ordered them last week Wednesday, together with the pills. this new employee forgot to print the prescription 😠. so the pharmacy didn’t receive it.

Alex you still have weed?

ich i hate it, if people don’t do their job properly. honey, shouldn’t you be sleeping?

Alex Hopefully after today the employee won't make same mistake

ich hm

Alex Yea I'm having problem sleeping

ich i will avoid dealing with her in the future. honey why? what’s wrong?

Alex Some nights I deal with insomnia

ich is there a reason?

Alex Nothing really just happens

ich hm... i know this phenomenon

Alex How did you know about it? Do you experience this too

ich yes, from time to time. I suffered from it in the past a lot

Alex And happens w did you deal with it?

ich honey, your answers need so long. what’s the reason?

Alex the signal is slow

ich i took pills. some people drink warm milk with honey, or tea with lavender

Alex I see that's good. How's Lucy?

ich she is ok, but no appetite, became skinny

Alex Damn. I thought she was getting better

ich Srisurang wants to come today

Alex for cleaning the house?

ich yes

Alex I see, that’s good

ich too much for 1 afternoon

Alex Yeah hopefully the pain subsides

ich it’s not too bad atm. what are you doing?

Alex I'm lying down trying to get to sleep

ich the more you try the more you’ll fail. take a sleeping pill and relax. imagine some nice scenario like a walk on the beach at sunset, or a meditation at the beach. listen to the ocean, feel the cool fresh air on your face

Alex Okay I think I'll take a sleeping pill. So do you have appetite to eat? I'm sure you've had coffee

ich i’m still having coffee, but no appetite or hunger yet. ohhh i was scared... atm. in one of the neighborhoods gardens suddenly a baby cried like hell. first thought: screaming like a hurt cat 🐱 lol i’m so focused on cat noises... like a mother cat 🐈

Alex Hahahahaha. Are you sure you're not hunted by baby ghost?

ich vodoo? possible. that would be really bad

Alex Why? are you scared of ghosts?

ich not really. but who knows? maybe there are sleepless souls outside? unhappy souls, restless souls? injured souls?

Alex Hmmm I never thought of it that way

ich i had two or three very mysterious experiences in my life, also my mother as she’s been young. nobody was able to explain or analyze them. only intense praying to our Lord could help. they scared the innermost of my soul.

Alex Wow. How did you deal with it? Therapy? Are you finally free from it?

ich there was no therapy needed. i talked about them with my pastor, priest. she said, i shall keep the occurrences in my heart as a divine gift. the most plausible explanation to me was, i probably had contact to a guardian angel

Alex Hm. Well you're among the lucky few who have encountered this. When was the last time you went to church?

ich i can’t go to a church celebration any more. i’m praying at home.

Alex Okay that's good. Are you still in contact with your pastor/priest?

ich since my father died, i can’t join any more. even normal christian worship in church is impossible for me, much worse are funerals of course.

Alex PTSD?

ich no

Alex Why?

ich honestly, I don’t know. if i have to join a worship, even a happy occasion, i can’t stop crying. millions of tears run down my cheeks. i can’t concentrate, i can’t sing, i can’t speak prayers. all people staring at me, wondering why i have to cry that much. i hate that situation.
as my father died, i felt so abandoned. by GOD. he left me. both left me.
i don’t have contact to this pastor woman any more. she got retired and left the country.

Alex I'm so sorry honey.
I'm sorry for bringing this up

ich it’s ok babe

Alex God bless your soul. I'm sure He's looking after you and will never abandon you.

ich thank you honey

Alex Yw babe ❤️❤️❤️

ich he is allmighty and knows what to do. he must have his reasons for all what’s going on in this world. it’s his will. we humans don’t need to understand him, just to trust him and believe in his love

Alex Absolutely I agree honey

ich how often are you going to church?

Alex I'm not really into going to church.
Never ever got used to it.
I never had that personal encounter with the Supreme Being.
But I believe there's a higher power.

ich but you are christian?

Alex Yes I am but I'm not too religious

ich which church is yours? catholic?

Alex No. I was born into Methodist church but later I just moved on to a non denominational fellowship "Scripture Union"

ich never heard about it, i was born into lutheran church, both parents have been lutheran

Alex You've never heard about Methodist church or Scripture Union?

ich Methodist church yes, the second no

Alex you should look it up

ich Scripture union?

Alex yes

ich In USA there are so many Christian churches. We don't have them in Germany. We have 2 main Christian churches, the Roman Catholics and the Lutheran protestant evangelical church. and some smaller free groups.

Alex I see. What about Anglican church?

ich We don't have Anglican church as far as I know

Alex okay, I see

ich The Scripture Union belongs to evangelical Christian branch, so more similar to my church than to catholic. that’s good.

Alex Yeah it's a very good outreach with missionary objectives

ich How are you practicing your membership? Are there local meetings?

Alex Just signed up for a weekly update from them. I mostly donate for their mission and in return they pray for me.

ich lol. the easy way..... you guess it helps?

Alex Yeah it does. I'm not mostly moved by sermon I love worship songs as it moves me beyond physical realm

ich Hm can you please explain this more detailed?

Alex I prefer listening to worship songs than sermon

ich Oh, ok I understand. The easy way lol. You don't need to concentrate. Can you send me some of your favourite songs? And please don't forget about the 2 pics you promised me for today

Alex lol, yes. I like Kirk Franklin and Don Moen songs. you should look up their songs.

ich ok, i will. on youtube?

Alex yes

ich now or later? or you find me the links to your favorite songs please.

Alex ok hold on.
https://youtu.be/ajMqhFz3FIk
https://youtu.be/TwNTHThR-Fw

ich Thank you honey. Will watch them later while you are asleep

Alex Okay when will you be going to the pharmacist?

ich Know what? I'm missing you so so much. Every single minute I'm missing you. Did I recently tell you, how much I love you?

Alex No you did not 😁

ich I LOVE YOU FROM HERE TO THE SUN

Alex That's good to know that I'm loved by someone as innocent as you are 😁😁😁

ich Lol referring to the "bad girl" 🤣🤣🤣

Alex Are you a bad girl?

ich How long ago did you tell me that I am loved?

Alex Every day and I every minute in my head

ich I really loved your love letters you've sent with emails

Alex I’m gonna send more

ich They are very much appreciated. But only if I didn't request them, if they are a gifted surprise

Alex Hmmmm okay I'll starve you then 😄😄😄😂😂😂😂

ich You already starved me! but ok. I will take revenge, starving YOU

Alex lol. What will you starve me with? You have no leverage babe. the ball is in my court.

ich lol, are you sure? I'm always having some ideas in the back of my mind

Alex You can't beat me this time

ich I don’t even try atm

Alex Lol yeah thanks for humbly accepting defeat

ich How many times did you try a revenge to my pranks?

Alex I've never given it thoughts or put in efforts 😂😂😂😂

ich So you were just "threatening " me? 🤣😅🤣

Alex LMAO 🤣🤣🤣🤣. I'm not threatening you honey

ich I was just kidding you

Alex Damn silly girl

ich Hey I'm a lot of things, but seriously NOT silly

Alex hahaha really? So what lot of things are you

ich guess

Alex I don’t know

ich Silly is not a compliment. It's similar to "stupid" isn't it?

Alex no, that’s not what i meant. More of naughty🤣🤣🤣🤣

ich Aha.... then it's good, bad boy lol. Srisurang showed up. Gotta go.
❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ bunches babe

Alex I live you too.
I love you bunches ❤❤❤❤❤

Ende: 14:33 Uhr

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Fortsetzung 19:28

Alex Hi Honey

(2 images bekommen)

Alex I'm having such a severe headache

ich in a beating heart ♥️...a very senseful picture, thank you
I’m sorry for you honey

Alex How are you honey

ich I’m done for today

Alex So how did it go?

ich everything is clean, laundry done, prescription at the pharmacy, Lucy got infusion, only the fridge is still empty

Alex That's good. So when are you going for shopping?

ich i’m so done atm, can i have a foot massage please

Alex Of course that would be a good remedy for your busy day schedule. I hope you’re without pain

ich i’m not falling for that trap babe 😎

Alex Hmmm how can I set a trap for a tired lady?

ich because you don’t have a chance when i’m alive lol

Alex Lmao😂😂😂😂😂 That’s not true

ich hahaha how many victories did you gain?

Alex Unfortunately I always wanted you to win so I could bear the losses

ich i trapped you into my bad humour 7 or 8 times, and i’m not at all talking about the small jokes. haha babe, you’re not that goodhearted

Alex Lol I just want you to always win so it could be fun for you 😂😂😂😂

ich that will get boring to me then .... but a good way for you to regain self esteem lol

Alex Hahahahaha you see 😄 my self esteem is always intact

ich Yeah I see. you’re not stupid at all. that’s why i’m enjoying being with you.

Alex LMAO 😂 What kind of compliment is that 🤣🤣🤣🤣

ich a very nice one! guess how many people have heard this one from me?

Alex zero persons

ich wrong

Alex 1 person

ich correct

Alex Who? (doch so dumm? hätte ich nicht erwartet)

ich oh my Goodness, did i tell you i’m proud of your intelligence? (Ironie)

Alex no 😲

ich where are the headaches coming from

Alex I think from lack of sleep last night I don't know exactly

ich that’s very likely. i would recommenda cup of black tea

Alex Were you able to eat today?
I’m not a fan of black tea

ich yes, I had burger and ice cream. it’s not necessary to be a fan. just try it out

Alex that’s good. I'll go downtown to get meds though

ich ok. I hope you’ll recover soon

Alex So hope you have all the right medications you need?

ich not yet, 2 are missing, they’ve not been in stock at the pharmacy. will get them delivered tomorrow morning

Alex Okay that's good but the one available is helping.

ich yes, thanks God it does. the drops need a special prescription. pharmacies are not allowed to store them in advance. they never have them in stock, wanted to say

Alex Yeah I understand honey

ich really? I’m not sure

Alex That they don't have such drugs in stock as it can only be available upon prescription

ich the reason is the danger, getting chopped or robbed or hijacked over night by criminals. the risk for the pharmacy i mean

Alex Is the med that valuable that it would be hijacked ? is it like cocaine?

ich valuable not in Euro. but for drug addicts yes

Alex Ooooh drug addicts yeah. They would definitely do anything to stay stoned

ich they drink the drops without medical need, and in much too high dosages. that’swhy so many people died last year from opioid abuse in USA last year. meanwhile are those meds not available on the US market any more, and the sick people got the disadvantage

Alex that’s really sad. I don't know anything about drug abuse I've never been involved in any. So honey what about the account I sent You? I hope there's no problem with it?

ich one moment

Alex Okay babe

ich 🚽🧻... 10 min später: lol, lost the signal

Alex what happened

ich i dont know, lost signal for a few minutes

Alex bad weather?

ich no, the weather is normal. the signal is not everywhere in the house good

Alex Okay that's good

ich who is that woman?

Alex linked with Christie. I don't personally know her.

ich a woman in Berlin? is she a colleague?

Alex I just asked her to provide me with a German account that she could receive the funds with and she sent it to me. No questions asked

ich you understand that I want to be sure, it’s a trustworthy person who shall receive the money? can you please send me her address too? or a copy of her ID Card? the name is a very common name here, i suppose a few hundreds in Germany. google it. to avoid errors i need the address

Alex Here we go again. (hallo? Scammer!)
How would she send me an account of a lady she doesn't trust?

ich babe... how can I trust a person, who’s is totally unknown to me?

Alex You're meant to trust me

ich Yeah of course .... I trust you

Alex Then there's no need to worry you're lending me the money and not her. I'm the one paying you back and not the lady

ich (Name gegoogelt) there are at least 110 persons with name Sxxxx registered for a landline phone

Alex What does that have to do with the account I sent You?

ich and more with mobile phone. I need more details to identify her

Alex Why do you need to specify her?

ich me and the bank, to assure, the right person receives the money.
the best would be her ID Card

Alex You don't need someone's id card to send money to them?
Why exactly do you need her id card?

ich i want her address, to assure it’s the right person

Alex are you kidding me? (aha der Scammer kommt zum Vorschein)

ich honey, I need to trust her. if Christie doesn’t receive the sum, it’s me then who has to pay again. I can’t afford that.

Alex It's more of you're trying to investigate the lady. What does her address have to do with sending money? I know you're smart enough to know I'm not dumb. So please tell me exactly why you need her address/ID card. You don't need to trust her because she's only a means of receiving funds for Christie. Christie is transparent and truthworthy with her dealings. So you just have to do it and if it goes through then everything is settled.

ich Honey I hear you (brauchte Zeit zum Nachdenken. ich hasse diese manipulativen Streitereien. die Scammer gehen zum emotionalen Angriff über, und es kostet viel Kraft, sich dauernd rechtfertigen und verteidigen zu müssen) 10 min. Pause

Alex And what's your decision?

ich do you hear me too? do you understand me? i don’t care about the woman herself. I want her address. that’s all. what is so difficult? ask Christie please. then i’ll do the transfer tomorrow morning, ok

Alex The lady's address? Why do you need it?
Because I'm sure it's not needed for money transfer.
So I just need the blunt truth and don't sugarcaot it with the bank needing it that's not true (Alex offenbar stinksauer. Übersetzung: Also ich will nur die nackte Wahrheit und beschönige sie nicht mit der Bank, die sie braucht, das ist nicht wahr)

ich aus Hangouts rausgegangen, 21:11 Uhr

21:41 Alex Leaving to gets the meds


I love you bunches❤❤❤❤❤

23:44 Uhr Alex Hey Babe

00:26 Uhr Alex Here's the lady's address.
Kreuzbergstraße 77, 12105 Berlin.


@Anni60 @Butterfly @Silberfüchsin @rogessa @Bastet
wer kann mir mit einer fake Überweisung an diese Frau weiterhelfen? bitte
und/oder die Frau finden und Kontakt aufnehmen?



Alex Do have a lovely night rest honey
I love you bunches ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

00:41 Uhr Alex
💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷

Ende 00:42 Uhr habe Hangouts bis morgens nicht mehr geöffnet

Fortsetzung 23.09.2020 08:27 Uhr

Alex Good morning honey

ich hello darling

Alex How was your night?

ich i fell asleep, woke up, fell asleep and so on, too much pain

Alex Too much pain this morning?

ich took some weeds and passed out, sorry

Alex It’s okay Babe. Have you taken your meds?

ich yes, I did

Alex still in pain?

ich i had a horrible night. woke up soaked in sweat, had too much pain to sleep calm, too much pain to get up and take more pills... something happened to my spinal column yesterday while doing house chores. i felt it. and heared it. since that moment it’s like a knife in my spinal column, burning like hell

Alex Omg did you call your doctor to explain how you felt?

ich no. i guess one of my damaged intervertebral discs moved and blocked a nerve (einer meiner beiden Bandscheibenvorfälle hat sich bemerkbar gemacht)

Alex So what will you do about it now?

ich or touched a nerve, cause i’m not experiencing paralyzed. I don’t know. trying to survive, I guess

Alex If the pain is unbearable call your doctor for a solid advice

ich i’m glad that you are not here atm, would not want you to see me like this

Alex Omg honey please engage the doctor you're making me worried

ich it’s not the first time this happens. i try warmth therapy and diclophenac cream

Alex Hopefully it helps you out

ich the only thing that would really help, is operation, with 4 huge titanium screws implanted into the column (Wirbelsäulenversteifung)

Alex Hmmm

ich 8 hours operation, 12 weeks hospital stay, 4 weeks rehabilitation, etc. unable to care for myself and for the cats, unable to walk or drive a car ......
that way is the ultimate last possibility if nothing else helps any more. google prolaps

Alex If the surgery goes successfully what's the benefit for you?

ich https://www.google.de/search?q=prolaps+s...e&client=safari
stabilization to avoid severe nerve and cord damages. the main risk is becoming paralyzed

Alex This is not worth it. Hopefully you can manage it with painkillers

ich i took double dose already, we’ll see how it helps

Alex I pray it really helps

ich thank you honey. the pills don’t solve the problem, they only cover the results

Alex As long as you could deal with it and manage it with the pain killer. The risk of getting surgery is high.

ich absolutely true. i delay the operation as long as possible. but in my situation atm i’m unable to do gymnastics of any kind, so i’m glad you’re not here

Alex How often does this happen?

ich randomly, i don’t know. a stupid move like trying to carry a heavy load like yesterday can cause it

Alex Why did you try to do it when you know the implications honey?

ich i’ve ordered cat food and litter in bags, the package was delivered on Monday, i had to move it to the basement and unpack it. 30 kg package

Alex That’s too heavy for you to lift babe. You could have waited for your Thai friend to help you out

ich i bowed down to lift it up... then it happened. a shooting pain right into the column. hurting like hell. i screamed loud and gasped for air, unable to breathe in for a few seconds. i almost passed out. Srisurang came down the stairs and helped me. i made a mistake, bowing down. i should have used my knees, but that’s also not easy, cause the right knee is also damaged by arthrosis. honey, the more i ruminate about my physical problems the more i become afraid

Alex I understand honey but believe me I really love you and you will never be made lonely because of your disabilities. What are your fears with this physical pain?

ich honestly, you deserve a better partner. a woman who is able to share with you all activities like sports, working out, go on camping and hiking weekends, ride a bicycle, clean the house, work in the garden, have fantastic sex too. you will be annoyed and bored in short time hearing from me: i cannot do this or that bla bla bla.. you will develop an aversion against the word “pain” and will become pissed off each time you’ll hear it

Alex So persons in your situation don't deserve to be loved is that what you're telling me?

ich i feel, i don’t have the right to bother you with my health issues and load my problems on you. you deserve better

Alex Have I ever complained about your health issues? Have I ever make you feel insecure about it?

ich it’s not important to me, what i maybe deserve or desire. i love you and want YOU to be happy. that’s my innermost heartfelt wish

Alex What about your happiness? what makes you happy?

ich i would be like a heavy rock bound at your feet to make your life more difficult. that’s what i’m afraid of. to realize how much i would hold you back because of my health issues. you deserve a healthy good looking intelligent woman, younger than me

Alex You should not sell yourself short because you want to please me

ich hahaha to please you? are you kidding? if i would want to please you, i would tell you the exact opposite

Alex And what’s the exact opposite?

ich i would say: yeah honey, i’m having some smaller health issues, but they don’t impact my life very much. i’m taking meds, then i feel ok. or i simply could have kept the health issues as secrets

Alex I see. What I'm scared of is the fact you sound like someone with a limited time to live and that's really scary

ich question: do you have unlimited time to live??

Alex No, I don’t

ich shouldn’t you make the best of your life, together with a 100% fitting partner?

Alex You understand what I mean..... like a cancer patient given some few months to live. How do you know the best partner?

ich i appreciate very much, that you didn’t trash me because of my problems.
I love you for this attitude so much. it’s very very important to me to describe the situation in brutal honest words to avoid misunderstandings. and to give you all facts and details you need to make a decision. i’m a person, telling you the 100% truth.

Alex So you can't define what's best for me from your own point of view. My happiness goes beyond physical attraction and sexual activity. It goes with the fact that someone genuinely loves and care about you. You told me about the 3 phases of love. Which do you think will sustain our relationship?

ich Philia and Agape

Alex So why do you think I should give up if my feelings for you are not mere infatuation or lust?

ich Eros is strong at the beginning, and will start to vanish slowly after approximately 18 months.
honey, from my point of view: i’m heavenly happy if you won’t give up on me.

Alex Then it's settled. How are you feeling now?

ich i love you so much and want you forever in my life, as my lover, my best friend, my husband. i’m feeling like a bird 🦅 in the sky. free, deeply loved and loving 🥰 you

Alex As you should always be. Free from the limited thoughts of what could possibly be. Life is what you make out of it. If you chose to be happy I'll be a catalyst to that goal❤

ich i never felt better than just right now. i want to kiss you and get cuddled.
wohoo my own catalyst! what a nice promise and gift!

Alex I love more than you could ever imagine.

ich how much is that? perhaps i love you more 💕

Alex I wish I could count

ich which is the deepest spot or location on earth? the Mount Everest is the highest spot. i love you so much, from the deepest to the highest, to the moon and back, to the end of our universe and back ...... words are too stupid to describe. my heart ❤️ is burning and bursting and beating only for YOU my man

Alex You're helplessly romantic and incribly astute in loving me. You make my head go round in awe of how deep one could love. You introduced me to world where I just have to follow your lead and there comes satisfaction. You're a beacon of true love❤

ich let me translate this real quick. (Du bist hilflos romantisch und unglaublich klug darin, mich zu lieben. Du lässt meinen Kopf vor Ehrfurcht drehen, wie tief man lieben könnte. Du hast mich in eine Welt eingeführt, in der ich nur deinem Beispiel folgen muss und Zufriedenheit kommt. Du bist ein Leuchtfeuer der wahren Liebe)

ich WOW . what a compliment! thank you 🙏 Honey !!

Alex You're more than words could describe my love

ich how many facets does a diamond 💎 have?

Alex I don't know honey but it's numerous

ich 56

Alex Wow, that’s a lot

ich even the smallest diamonds get 56 facets to become a brilliant.
my personality has more than that, i already told you. some traits are useful, positive, admirable etc.... some are difficult to understand. i’m like a magic box... or what Forrest Gump called life as comparison to a box of pralines “ you never know what you get inside”

Alex Hahahahaha I hope I'm always lucky with the personality I get
I love you honey. I'll get some sleep now❤❤❤❤

ich some of my personality traits seem contradictory, for example being romantic and realistic. or believing in God and stuck to science. one thing is fore sure: you will never be bored , i’m always having surprises for you in stock, even if it’s just black humour lol 😆

Alex Dark humor huh 😉 I’m ready for all of it.
I love you bunches ❤❤❤❤❤

ich have a calm night rest babe, and sweet dreams

Alex 😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘

ich I love you bunches ❤❤❤❤❤

Ende: 10:00 Uhr

Zitat von Anni60 im Beitrag #239

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@Tamina13 die Kreuzbergstr. 77 in Berlin hat eine andere Postleitzahl nämlich 10965. Da ist ein Italienisches Restaurant unter der Adresse, sowie Wohnungen. Weiter bin ich noch nicht gekommen

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@Tamina13

Ich kann dir gerne eine Überweisung basteln. Wenn du das mit der Kontoinhaberin geklärt hast, sagst du deinem Scammer, dass du einen Termin bei der Bank machen willst wegen der Überweisung.

Fortsetzung 24.09.2020

Gestern Abend und Nacht sind die Fetzen geflogen. Ich habe versucht, ruhig und sachlich zu bleiben, obwohl ich nahe dran war, ihm die ganze Scammer-Nummer um die Ohren zu hauen.

Seine unfaire passiv-aggressive Art ist pure Manipulation und schwer auszuhalten, ohne in einen Verteidigungs- und Rechtfertigungsmechanismus zu verfallen. Diese Art Manipulation soll ein schlechtes Gewissen verursachen, den „Gegner“ verunsichern, ihn in Widersprüche verwickeln, Macht demonstrieren.

Direkt oder indirekt Angst vor dem Verlassen werden erzeugen. Ich vermute, viele Opfer knicken dann ein und fangen an zu betteln.

Es ist mir glücklicherweise gelungen, seine Aussagen nicht persönlich zu nehmen, emotional nicht an mich heran zu lassen. Ich bin mal gespannt, wie es weiter geht, ob es überhaupt weiter geht.

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Fortsetzung 23.09.2020 16:22 Uhr

Alex Hi Honey, how are you feeling today?

ich Hi babe, I returned home and smoked 1/2 special cigarette. the pain is incredible today. wanted to say good morning to you, before I get dizzy. and prolly need to lay down on my couch 🛋

Alex i’m sorry honey. get some sleep. I hope you feel better soon

ich honey i’m not really tired

Alex It's the pain and the effect of the cigarette

ich just becoming dizzy, intoxicated. it’s Mary Jane’s influence.

Alex did you get something to eat?

ich yeah, the 2. burger from yesterday with fries. I should talk to you later.

Alex Alright babe❤

ich typing is difficult lol

Alex I love you bunches ❤❤❤

ich 😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘

Ende 16:59 Uhr

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Fortsetzung 20:25 Uhr

ich Babe I'm gonna watch TV now. I searched for Sxxx in Berlin, but failed. There is something wrong with her address. Please check it. I want make sure that the right person receives the money and will forward it to Christie. I would like to announce the money transfer to the Sabine woman. Is that possible? The transaction form is ready to get sent to the bank. As soon as I have the reassurance and safety about Sxxx in Berlin, I will send it.
Love you sweetie ❤❤❤

Alex It's okay don't send it anymore. I've done all I can

ich oh... you’re here

Alex yeah

ich I slept a while

Alex that’s good. How do you feel now?

ich A lot better than this morning thanks. what about you?

Alex That's good. How's Lucy? I'm fine thank you

ich all 3 are fine

Alex that’s good

ich What are you doing? Did you eat?

Alex yes I’ve eaten

ich ok that’s good

Alex Yeah . Enjoy the watching the TV. 20:36 Uhr

21: 35 ich ad break. What are you up today?

Why did you change your mind, did your colleague help you out?
When will you be coming?
Love you bunches ❤❤❤

22:56 Alex I cancelled the contract

ich oh...

Alex I finally gave up on the whole process. Lost my reputation with Christie. I really feel.like a big fool making that call today. So yeah, its all over. the stress is all gone. Please kindly cancel the contract I entered with you.

ich ok, no problem

Alex thank you

ich I've sent you an email just right now

Alex You didn’t want to do it. So there's no need. Just feel like I'm forcing you.

ich Honey I'm sorry. I don't have enough free liquid means. I NEED to be sure, that 1 payment is 100% successful.
You’re frustrated now, right?

Alex You need to be sure huh? I'm very stupid for providing you details that's not trustworthy. Skip all that please.

ich I see, your mood is down.

Alex You never wanted to send the money. There's no trust.
You needed proof for everything. I hope you got every proof you needed

ich what? I got no proof for anything. I only trusted in what you told me.

Alex Then why didn't you do as I say?
You can't do the transfer online again?
You have to go to the bank for a local transfer?
that’s wonderful

ich Honey, you didn't trust in online banking. So I thought I'll do it the old fashioned way and fill a paper form.
Now that's also not ok?

Alex You said you were going to do it in the morning?
You went ahead and wanted to confirm her address?
The first account you didn't ask for all of this

ich We can talk later when you're not pissed off any more

Alex I don't think so. For over 1 month I've been working tirelessly towards achieving this.
Now I lost both my bidding fee. Over $100000. And you think I should be calm?
Woke up very early to go print out documents you sent so I could sign and meet up. All that was in vain.
If you think I'm scammer. You can block me now. I've seen group you belonged to on Facebook about scammers. I hope my photos aren't submitted over there yet. (gefährlich nahe an der Wahrheit)


ich And my efforts? I organized 5000 $ out of a contract, had to pay penalty fee for that, made an international transfer to Christie, a national transfer to OFongo, all in vain. I hoped to see you soon, but no, you delayed the travel again and again.

Alex Of course. How much penalty?

ich I'm member in 2 groups for victims of narcissistic abuse, and in 1 for the rights of Yazidi. That's all.

@Tamina13

ohje ohje!!!
Die Situation kenne ich nur zu gut, dass man seinem Scammer am liebsten alles vor den Kopf knallen will.
Ruhig bleiben ist hier die Devise.
Kann ich auch schlecht, aber du hast das doch ganz gut gemacht, denke ich!

Sei froh, dass er dir nur Schmerzen wünscht.
Anthony hat mir mal einen schweren Unfall und den Tot gewünscht. Hat aber trotzdem weiter gemacht, obwohl er hätte wissen müssen, dass ich weiß, dass er ein Scammer ist.

"Alex" ist einfach nur sauer weil kein Geld kommt.
Der kommt bestimmt wieder, ganz sicher!

Das ist alles Taktik!
Druck aufbauen in der Hoffnung, dass du einknickst und das brave Mädchen bist!

Was hast du mir vorgestern geraten?
Mach dich rar und lass dich nicht auf die langen Diskussionen ein!
Er kommt wieder!

Fortsetzung 24.09.2020

habe Alex einen Screenshot von meinen Mitgliedschaften in FB Gruppen geschickt. keine Anti-Scam Gruppe dabei.
ich erinnere mich, daß ich mal kurzzeitig in einer solchen Gruppe war, bevor ich hierher ins Forum kam. blöderweise habe ich wohl einige likes verteilt, auch an dieses Forum hier auf Facebook, die er wohl gesehen hat, bevor ich sie wieder gelöscht habe. zu dumm aber auch.

10:38 Alex Good morning honey. I just got your email. You unfollowed the group after I added you. Please don't say it's a lie

ich Hi Babe, which group do you mean?

Alex It’s a german group .

ich i’ve been member of some groups in the past, and left after a short while. one was about high sensitivity and high empathy. another one was about spirituality.

Alex You were following 21 group when I added you and then you unfollowed them immediately after I added you making the group you follow 20. I went through it. I'm sure you remember. I don't accuse you based on what I'm not sure of

ich 20 groups?? (nie im Leben!)
where can I find my FB history? i want to check it.
i’m not remembering everything I did since July on facebook.
the last time I was not active on facebook any more. got lots of notifications. also youtube. 69 notifications lol

Alex The pages you liked. They were 21 after I became your friend you unlike that german scammer group
das ist möglich

ich as we met the first time in July i’ve been very suspicious, you remember? you confronted me harshly and left me.

I researched for information about scamming then on Wikipedia, also on Facebook and Google. to make sure, that you DONT fit the criterias. it’s possible that I left likes.

But I never was a member or posted your pictures or Information about you.

do you seriously think, I would allow to post on my fb profile our relationship if I suspect you to be a scammer? that’s ridiculous

Alex Well I just told you my observation

ich i went back to the 4th of July, when I left a comment on Matthew Hussey’s page about handholding men. you found it, liked it and contacted me (Aktivitätenprotokoll auf FB)

Alex I found the page. And after I contacted you what happened?

ich you found which page ? send it to me please

Alex It's okay enough of the issue. Since you think I'm lying about what I'm certain of. No problem. I accept you never liked any scammer page on Facebook and unlike the page after I added you.

ich hey you stop now with allegations.. that’s not what I said: “I accept you never liked any scammer page on Facebook and unlike the page after I added you”. I said I never was a member of anti-scamming groups

Alex Yes I've stopped already

ich ok. we both are unhappy atm. how can we change that?

Alex You tell me your suggestions

ich what do you want me to do, to prove my love and trust?
or is this not love, if one has to prove it? how can emotions been proved???

Alex Love should always be portrayed in our actions towards each other welfare. trust is earned.

ich true. I agree with both statements.
i have to phone call the pharmacy real quick

Alex Alright

ich ok, i’m back. they didn’t receive the prescription yet. I’m so pissed off. 2 days within the same town, and not yet received. wtf

Alex I’m sorry about that

ich it’s not your fault. i have only a small little bit of drops left... what a shit

Alex I hope you've still got some weed left

ich yes, I have. weed is difficult to find the right dosage. too little doesn’t help, a little too much makes me feel uncomfortable

Alex you have to file for complaint then

ich what? where? about the weed? lol

Alex With your doctor

ich oh... at the doctor. .i already communicated my disappointment.
I ordered the refills on Tuesday 15th last week.
the new employee at the doctors office forgot to print out the prescription for the drops. so stupid. although I told her, it’s urgent. but she noted in the computer “prescription done”, so a few days later another lady at the doctors office told me, prescription done...
If my former office had worked that faulty way.... I would have gotten totally ashamed.
honey?
i’m leading a boring monologue here 😕

Alex Hopefully you get your refill sooner than later

.... einfach gegangen
Ende 12:05 Uhr

Fortsetzung 24.09.2020 12:30 Uhr

ich you still here?

Alex Yes I’m here

ich honey, i’m so confused and sad. I was reading our recent chat again and again. I feel hurt and depressed. you wrote this statement:”thank you. How's your status tonight? I hope you're with pain” . did you really and intentionally wish me pain??

Alex You should definitely know it was just a typo. I've always used the word without pain

ich yes I know. that’s why I stumbled over the sentence

Alex So it was a typo and not intentional

ich I supposed it. thank you for clarification.
honey, do you have any suggestions how to repair our situation

Alex I already vexed with all your assurance questions and cancelled the contract. If i have to call Christie back I'll have to pay damages

ich what does that mean? I’m not sure if I understand this statement totally

Alex I told Christie yesterday that she should call the contract off that I don't have the capacity to work on the project. So if I have to call her back and tell her I'm still in. I'll have to pay some form of penalty

ich hm what does that mean, can you please specify it

Alex what part?

ich is it possible to get the contract back? I thought you cancelled it?
specify the penalty please

Alex Christie is the agent in charge of the contract and cancelling with her means I'm no longer interested. Now she would to contact other persons that are capable of handling the contract. If she has already contacted them then I'll have to pay any stipulated penalty she sees fit to give me the contract.
Do you understand now?

ich yes. and how much is the penalty? can you give me an idea?

Alex I don’t know. should be less than her agent fee.

ich ... should be

Alex Penalty fee would not exceed her agent fee.

ich so what are you going to do now?

Alex I don’t know

ich that’s not good. in my opinion there are 2 options: get the contract back, or find a new one

Alex I can't liquidate my stocks to raise fund for another bidding fee when I've invested a lot in this one. I'll call Christie by morning. Try and see if you will be able to transfer the fund to the German lady online. I'll get back to you when I finish talking with Christie this morning.

ich honey, I thought we have an agreement about the money? or am I mistaken?

Alex Yes we do have an agreement. You mean the contract I signed with You?

ich no, I don’t mean the contract you signed with me. I meant in general

Alex please enlighten me. How do you mean in General? About not bringing up money issues again?

ich Honey are you kidding me? you don’t need enlightenment.

Alex Yes so tell me the agreement

ich We separated money from love.

Alex Fine. Sorry I did not understand the situation you wanted us to repair.
So since it's about our love life was it ever in doubt?

ich never on my side

Alex Then why repair something that's not broken

ich my love for you is totally intact and even grown. I meant the whole situation. we are both unhappy right now. how can we get better and forward, despite of the money issue?

Alex I don't know. So tell me what you think

ich fact is, if YOU are unhappy, frustrated and depressed, I’m automatically in the same mood.
what I desire the most is your happiness.

is there no other way to make you feel better than sending money?

Alex Well right now I don't know. So tell me how you can make me feel better after all I've lost?

ich I’m not able to compensate your loss of time and money
unfortunately I can’t give you advices for your business situation very well. I guess, if I were in your shoes and would urgently want to get the contract back, I would sell something to raise the money. or take a loan at the bank

Alex Thank you . I'll get back to you when I sort myself out. Have a nice day.
(passiv-aggressiv und total angepisst der Arme)

ich hm... sorry 😐 but you asked for my opinion. I personally would not ask family members, colleagues or friends to help me out with money. I would sell stocks or apply for a loan with my bank. For me it’s important to be independent from other people. And I don’t want them to know about my financial issues. so... i’m very sorry if my statement pissed you off even more.

I love you bunches though ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Ende: 13:50 Uhr

Das ist üblich, dass der Scammer beleidigt ist, wenn er merkt, dass kein Geld unterwegs ist.

Fortsetzung 24./25.09.2020

13:51 Alex Of course. We all need to be independent. Thanks for your opinion I really appreciate it a lot. I'll find a way to recover all I've lost. So until then stay safe and without pain. It's time for me to get busy with working round the clock again. I hope you get your meds refill. I love you bunches too.❤❤❤

……………………

20:18 ich hm Honey, so you will not come to Germany and you will not have time for me or us til you covered your loss. that’s very sad 😢

……………………

23:13 Alex Hi Honey, I hope you had a lovely day.
I love you bunches ❤❤❤❤

Bildchen mit Text geschickt:
Love doesn’t have to be perfect, it just needs to be true

03:00 ich Hi babe, yeah had a great day..

Alex Why are you still awake?

ich Got up to pee, going back to sleep

Alex Alright have a good night rest

ich ok, thanks

Alex You’re welcome 03:03 Uhr

…………………………………

08.24 ich Hi Honey I’m awake

I need you so much... because I love you so much
I miss you so much.

how can we move on???

I interpreted your statement : “ I'll find a way to recover all I've lost. So until then stay safe and without pain. It's time for me to get busy with working round the clock again” as kind of good bye. or am I overanalyzing?.

The thing i’m most afraid of is losing you. Ok, I second guessed my opinion. If there is no other way than sending you money to help your situation and prove my true love, I will do it today. so tell me if you want me to do the transaction I already prepared, but right in time. my bank is closing on Friday at 4 pm.

Fortsetzung 25.09.2020 auf FB Messenger 10:04 Uhr

ich Hi Honey, I miss you so much
this transaction form is ready to send
(Screenshot von ausgefülltem Überweisungsformular geschickt)

Alex Hi Honey

ich Hi Babe, glad to see you

Alex I was having issues getting on hangout. Trying to reboot my phone over and over again.
How are you feeling this morning?

ich did you see my recent email?

Alex Not yet. I will check it out now.

ich i’ve sent you a screenshot of my texts on hangouts. go check it out now.

Alex Okay, hold on.

ich you’ve been active on Hangouts 1 hour ago? why didn’t you read my text then?

Alex Because I was trying to get on it but didn't go through.

ich is it now working?

Alex I just got your email now

ich you asked how i’m feeling. physically i’m ok

Alex did you get your med refill?

ich not yet, i’m awaiting the delivery within the next hour. yesterday afternoon the pharmacy confirmed the prescription and announced the delivery for today

Alex Okay that’s good

ich yes

Alex I know you've been emotionally distressed this past two days by me. I’m really sorry honey

ich Yes, a lot. mentally devastated and sort of pre-heartaches

Alex It was never intentional to make you go through all of these

ich I simply love you too much and can’t stand the thought of losing you. I feel like dying

Alex My love for you was never in doubt honey. I love you too. No you know I'll never desert you babe. That's not possible.

ich I should not tell you these thoughts

Alex Why? I'm not gonna use it against you. That would be so heartless and cruel of me.

ich that’s not the point

Alex so what’s the point?

ich my hopeless, depressed thoughts full anxiety bring negative vibes to you. and they make me seem weak and clingy. no man wants a weak and clingy girlfriend. see my insecurities? they’re coming through although I try to suppress and work on them.

Alex You're not weak honey believe me and how clingy can you be? Did I complain about you been clingy

ich it’s the same old issue as always. self worth.

Alex How big of a problem is that in our relationship?

ich for me it’s visible, maybe not yet for you

Alex Honey I know you've gone through a lot from childhood up until this moment. But look at how far you've come honey. You've conquered so many obstacles and yet you think you have a self worth problem?

ich hm you’re right. the self worth topic is a bit difficult. in some sectors of life my self worth is solid and high enough, in other sectors not yet.

Alex Everyone in love is vulnerable. It’s normal.

ich do you have the same fear of losing me?

Alex Yes I do especially when you talk about how you're not the right person for me and all that. Really makes me scared

ich I’m sorry. i’m sorry to bother you with my insecurities, anxieties, problems... instead of being funny and flirtatious

Alex Would rather bother someone else other than me? What's the essence of been in a relationship? It’s for the good and bad times.

ich there is no other person in my life to talk about the innermost mental and emotional topics i’m dealing with

Alex So you don't have to be sorry about it. I love you and having these conversation is necessary for our relationship.

ich I like your opinion honey, it gives me the reassurance I need atm

Alex As it should be honey. I fuvking love you ❤

ich moment, door bell rings

Alex Alright babe

ich haha refills arrived!

Alex Woohoo😃😃😃

ich Foto von Medis und neuen Masken geschickt
2 bottles of drops and new mouth/nose masks

Alex That’s great. How long will it last?

ich the drops? I don’t know, it depends on how often I have to take them. I estimate about 2 months, hopefully.
Foto von den Rechnungen geschickt, 700 €
And the pharmacy Bill's lol

Alex Wow that’s quite expensive. I thought there's free Medicare for German citizens?

ich it depends on the insurance people have

Alex Okay but you have to pay for the meds by yourself?

ich in Germany it’s law that everybody must have a health insurance. I have to pay for everything first, then apply for repayment with my insurance. Ill get it back then

Alex Okay that’s good

ich Kitty is hungry. I feed her quick

Alex Okay Babe

ich this stupid cat doesn’t like her diet food

Alex I think they aren't as delicious

ich possible, or just tasting different. cats can be so incredibly stubborn

Alex Yeah. How is Lucy?

ich she ate lol, behaving normal

Alex That's good.... for how long has she been behaving normal?

ich the infusion therapy helped her. I got meds for her to increase the appetite, it’s a clear liquid without taste, homeopathic. 1 ml once per day

Alex It's good to know she has improved a lot.

ich yeah that’s a big relief for me. did you ever think about having children?

Alex currently no

ich but before, in your past?

Alex Yes but my partner then doesn't want that

ich the first girlfriend?

Alex no the second one

ich hm. it’s good that you don’t have children with her

Alex Yeah I sincerely don't want to imagine what could have been the fate of the kids

ich yeah... growing up with a toxic mother is a horrible fate. and you would never got rid of her, as the mother of your children

Alex She would always use them as bait to the me down

ich but can you imagine having a baby at home? caring and doing everything that’s needed?

Alex I cannot because I travel a lot and so occupied to think about that.

ich and imagine the baby gets sick? it isn’t able to tell you what’s wrong.

Alex Okay now I get your point

ich this is the situation comparable to sick cats

Alex Yeah you don't know how to help them

ich Exactly, it breaks your heart.
I love this Lucy cat so much since she was a 16 weeks young baby

Alex WOW

ich i have a video, taken from Lucy after she arrived here as a puppy 12 years ago

Alex you can send it here

ich ok, hold on

Alex Alright

ich can’t find it atm. it’s probably on my old phone.

Alex Okay so maybe when you find it

ich here you have another Lucy video (gesendet)
Honey what are you up to today? How are things going?

Alex I called Christie yesterday and told her to hold on I'll pay the penalty. So that's what happened yesterday.. If you can still pay to the German account then I'll pay Christie the penalty when I start working on the project

ich sorry, my phones ring all the time, and my neighbor was here too.
(10 min später) I can still pay to the german account

Alex Okay honey then do it today if there's still time.

ich Yes time is enough

Alex Okay that's good honey. So what are you up to for the rest of the day?

ich going to the bank 🏦 lol

Alex I hope you're without pain today?

ich pain is low atm, thanks.... and my mind is good also...
thanks to you my love. you mean the world to me ❤️

Alex I love you so much honey❤❤❤
Going to get some sleep now
I love you bunches babe ❤❤❤

ich I love you so much more honey❤❤❤
have a calm night rest

Alex ❤️

Ende 12:00 Uhr

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